When K. was offered a position as artist-in-residence and curator at Sanctuary Cafe, a coffee shop located inside of University Church, she was thrilled. It was the summer of 2018. K.âan artist and a parishioner at the Hyde Park church, who requested to be identified by her first initial so that her artworks would not be associated with this storyâfound herself in an Uber Pool with Martin McKinney and Ellen Lose, both managers at Sanctuary and fellow parishioners at the church. They recognized her from the congregation, and as they got to chatting about K.âs art, she realized they all shared a common vision: art not for artâs sake, but for the public good.Â
Sanctuary was a social justice-oriented cafĂ©, and her works, which centered the experiences of the working class and marginalized identities, were a perfect fit. The position paid a stipend that came out to roughly fifteen dollars an hour when K. worked twenty hours a week. In addition to painting the murals that hung on the cafĂ©âs walls, she coordinated exhibitions and taught two weekly art classes there: one for preteens and one for adults. The job was âtoo good to be true.â
âI have a really bad medical condition and a really sketchy work history,â said K, âand so I have a difficult time finding a job.â The cafĂ©, which was an initiative of Stories Connectâa nonprofit storytelling collective founded by McKinney in 2015 and focusing on amplifying marginalized voicesâhad an explicit mission of hiring those who might have difficulty finding employment elsewhere. â[The employees] come from that group of people who are hard to hire…from people like me who are disabled to people who are trans or people who have been incarcerated,â K. told the Weekly.
Sanctuary Cafe opened in April 2017, setting up shop in a space in University Church where Fabianaâs Bakery had been located before its move to 53rd Street just a month prior. The spacious cafĂ©, with several long cafeteria-style tables, art-covered walls, and accoutrements that reflected the church building it was housed inâpew benches, a carved wooden prayer placard above the doorwayâwas popular among University of Chicago students, church parishioners, and neighborhood residents. (McKinney said the cafĂ© received about 350 transactions per day, and that more than 6,000 people had enrolled in its loyalty program). Patrons enjoyed the tranquil atmosphere and a wide array of drink and pastry choices, but also the sense of social good that the cafĂ© promoted.
Sanctuaryâs coffee was fair-trade, many food and drink ingredients were sourced locally, and the menu was designed to accommodate a range of dietary restrictions. All staff members were paid a living wage, at least fifteen dollars an hour. Homeless people who came in to the cafĂ© were given free food and coffee. Local activist and advocacy groups were also welcomed to hold meetings there, including the local chapter of the League of Women Voters, UofC student group #CareNotCops, and the UofC chapter of the International Socialist Organization. In June, when graduate student workers at the university went on a three-day strike, some professors, as an act of solidarity, held classes at Sanctuary to avoid crossing picket lines on campus.
Sanctuary Cafeâs commitment to social justice was an extension and reflection of University Churchâs legacy as liberal Protestant congregation that has long acted as a safe space for the marginalized, from queer people to undocumented immigrants: an âintentionally multicultural faith communityâ that was a local leader in resisting war and promoting desegregation, according to its website.
âI really wanted [Sanctuary] to be a space that took seriously its role in justice issues and that it connected itself to the churchâs ideas around justice,â McKinney, who is married to Dr. Suzet McKinney, the executive director of the Illinois Medical District and a former city public health official, said in an interview, adding that he envisioned the cafĂ© as âthe living room of the communityâ and a welcoming space in the midst of the UofC, âwhich so many people feel dispossessed from.â University Church is located across the street from the UofCâs Regenstein Library, one of its dining halls, and Reynolds Club student center.
When news broke publicly in June that the cafĂ© would be closing following an eviction filing by the church, customers and community members tried to make sense of the loss. University Churchâs senior pastor Julian DeShazier, board moderator Sarah Jones (a position equivalent to board chair), and director of housing Vince Cole published a joint statement on the church website on June 5 describing a deteriorating business relationship between church and cafĂ©, as well as âserious legal risks,â revealing that the church wasnât zoned for business operations, which meant that the cafĂ© couldnât obtain a business license.
A statement signed by âthe staff of Sanctuary Cafe,â however, claimed that the church knew all along about the lack of a license, and could have applied for a zoning change. The statement also said that in place of a lease renewal, University Church had offered Sanctuary a space-use agreement that included a what the cafĂ© characterized as âexcessively highâ rent and a thorny âmorality clauseââthat allowed the church to close the cafĂ© if there were any âviolations of moral tenets of the church,â the statement readsâand the church hadnât given the cafĂ© proper avenues of communication to address these issues.
Meanwhile, a Change.org petition titled âSave Sanctuary Cafeââcreated by an unrelated party, McKinney saidâamassed more than 1,000 signatures in forty-eight hours and many comments from supportive customers.Â
âSanctuary Cafe is a great asset to the community. Fantastic food and highest ethical values,â wrote one fan lamenting the closure. âsanctuary cafe is the best damn cafe in hp!â wrote another.Â
But a half-dozen former employees tell a much different story: they say that working at the cafĂ© meant enduring frequent verbal abuse and sexual harassment from McKinney, and having their concerns about unpaid labor and wage theft routinely dismissed, or met with hostility. Their allegations paint a picture that is starkly different from the Sanctuary that many of its patrons had come to know and loveâa âtoxicâ and âexploitativeâ environment where employees were told that complaining about workplace conditions meant they were âgreedyâ and âcapitalistic.â Their claims also raise questions about how University Church, in its capacity as landlord, has managed these and other issues related to the cafeâs tenancy in the space.Â
Despite the outpouring of public support, the cafĂ© closed its doors on June 15. Through interviews with former employees, members of cafĂ© management and church leadership, and a review of emails and legal documents, the Weekly pieced together a picture of Sanctuaryâs brief, turbulent tenureâthe accusations of workplace misconduct, failed attempts to salvage its deteriorating relationship with University Church, and the other events leading up to its unexpected eviction.Â
For K., who left her position at Sanctuary after eleven months and now works as an elder caregiver, the cafĂ©âs failure to live up to its public image and its purported environment of radical inclusivity was particularly disappointing. âMe and all of my coworkers were incredibly excited to work there when it started out. I think in the churchâs statement they said something like âthere was a beautiful idea that everybody was on board with,â and thatâs exactly true,â she said. âWe all wish it could have been different.â
Among the online petitionâs largely supportive comments, one stood out.
âSanctuary Cafe is a farce,â wrote Ryan Greenlee. âAsk 9 out of 10 former employees how they feel about this place. The service industry in general is rife with exploitation and abuse, but Sanctuary takes it to another level.â
The Weekly spoke to Greenlee, who began as a barista at Sanctuary when it opened in spring 2017 and was promoted to manager before quitting in November 2018, about their motivation for writing the comment. Greenlee said that McKinney made female employees âfeel uncomfortable through extended, prolonged, and unwanted touch, through inappropriate conversations about body parts.âÂ
Four female former employees of the cafĂ© told the Weekly that McKinney had sexually harassed them verbally or physically at work.Â
The artist-in-residence, K., who is white, said that in one instance McKinney, who is Black, made a joke to her about how he wanted her artwork in the cafĂ© to be more âurban,â and that she needed to âaccess her Black side.â He then told her, âI know you have Black in you when your boyfriendâs in you.â (K.âs boyfriend is Black.) After K. looked at him in shock, McKinney quickly backtracked, saying that his comment was inappropriate.Â
âHe just does this thing where he kind of tests the waters and if you have a reaction, heâll kind of like, back off, but also insinuate that it was your fault for being sensitive about it,â K. recalled.
McKinney denied the conversation taking place, adding that âI have never sexualized my employees or had sexual conversations with them.â
Lori-May Orillo, who said she worked in the cafe for almost a year, called Sanctuary âthe most unprofessional work experience of mine to dateâ and described an environment in which she was âverbally hyper-sexualized, racialized, diminutized and disrespectedâ by McKinney for the majority of her time there.
Mariel Martinez was twenty years old when she began working as a barista at Sanctuary. When she was alone with McKinney one shift, he asked her out for drinks, which made her feel uncomfortable. He would touch her in ways she felt were inappropriate, such as by touching her lower back as they worked together in the kitchen. He also made repeated jokes involving her country of origin. McKinney would tell customers that Martinez was from Mexico in unnecessary and irrelevant ways, she said, and would frequently try to speak with her in Spanish, behavior she found bizarre and uncomfortable, and which she never reciprocated.Â
McKinney said that his conversations with Martinez about Mexico were respectful and never meant âin a negative way,â and that she was not offended by his jokes or Spanish-speaking. He said the situation around drinks was a quickly-clarified misunderstanding, as he frequently went out for drinks with cafĂ© and church staff after closing, and was not aware that she was not of legal drinking age until she told him. âShe never expressed to me anything, any concern about that…there was never a time where she said to me that I’m feeling like you’re targeting me,â McKinney said.Â
One woman, who spoke on the condition of anonymity out of concerns for her safety, was an eighteen-year-old UofC student when she began working at Sanctuary in September 2017. She described repeated harassment by McKinney, including victim-blaming when she received unwanted attention from a coworker, and an instance in which McKinney found out that she dances as a hobby and asked her to dance for him privately. She left after less than six months âout of a concern for [her] well-being.â
After her departure, âword eventually got to the church leadership that I had left on these terms,â and Pastor Julian DeShazier reached out to the student to urge her to speak out about what happened. She said that she didnât feel comfortable coming forward with her name and that McKinney was âremoved from the church leadershipâ but retained his position at the cafĂ©. To her, this meant ânothing was really done.â (McKinney says that he was once the churchâs âmultimedia chairmanâ but had left that position to start the cafĂ©. DeShazier would not comment on the record about whether or how long McKinney was a church board member.)
The student was disappointed with how her experience was handled. DeShazier âurged me to come to the church for support, but I cannot imagine seeking help from the very institution that (from my perspective) protected my harasser,â she wrote to the Weekly.
McKinney was arrested in 2013 and charged with criminal sexual assault of a family member who was under the age of eighteen, which allegedly occurred in 2006, and to which he later pled guilty. He was placed on the Illinois Sex Offender Registry. McKinneyâs bio on the Stories Connect website appears to allude to the incident: âThe Stories Connect idea came to Martin as a result of personal family tragedy in 2013 when he found himself entangled in the criminal justice system,â it reads.
DeShazier declined to comment on the record except to direct the Weekly to the Churchâs published statement and to add the following: “The challenge on our end is to be fully transparent while keeping private what needs to remain private… Along with the business concerns came some concerning personnel issues that were brought to our attention – issues I can’t discuss publicly because my role as pastor.” Sarah Jones, the church board moderator, declined to comment for this story except to refer to the official statement.
McKinney said the church board never provided him with documentation of allegations of sexual harassment: âWhat these conversations were, was there any evidence, show us text messages, show us emailing, to help us know what was happening, that had never been specifically brought to my attention, so that I could try to fix it.â He said that some allegations came from a âdisgruntled employeeââGreenleeâand asked, âEmployees who have now left the space and are saying they were feeling unsafe, how do deal with that, how do I fix that?â
The apparent inaction of University Church board members in response to complaints about McKinney was a recurring theme in interviews with former Sanctuary employees. Edward Cabral, the cafe’s first executive chef who resigned in June 2017, wrote a complaint upon his resignation and sent it to several church members; McKinney says he knew about the document but was never provided with a copy by the church.
In an interview Cabral said he was the executive chef and acting general manager of the cafĂ©, but that there was confusion between himself and McKinney regarding the parameters of his role, and that he had asked McKinney multiple times for an employment contract, which McKinney never produced. (âI didnât see a need for contracts,â McKinney said. âWeâd need to spend money to hire a lawyer.â)
The Weekly obtained a copy of this complaint, which alleged multiple violations of health code that Cabral had brought up with McKinney, apparently without effect. (McKinney acknowledged one of the allegations, about the lack of separate hand-washing sink as required by health code, but countered the others.)Â
Cabralâs complaint also noted that Martin withheld money Cabral was owed for ingredients heâd purchased. In an interview, Cabral said he was still owed around $2,000 for ingredients, supplies and pay from his one-week suspension (âI know Iâm never going to see it,â he said). McKinney denied that Cabral was owed outstanding reimbursements and said that his suspension was an unpaid one.
Cabral spoke with the Weekly about several issues mentioned in the complaint, including frustrations with church staff members using the cafeâs kitchen to prepare their own snacks and store their own food, which he said opened up the kitchen to the possibility of health code violations.
âThey didn’t realize that you can’t have a personal kitchen and a commercial kitchen simultaneously. And I brought attention [to that] a million times they really didn’t seem to care.â Cabralâs relationship with McKinney grew tense, with repeated arguments regarding the delineation of roles and responsibilities in the cafĂ©âs management, and Cabral finally quit in mid-June.Â
Finally, Cabralâs complaint also mentioned that three employees had told Cabral theyâd been sexually harassed by Martin.
Cabral said that he wrote and sent the complaint to some church members including DeShazier, but that nothing came of it at the time. He claimed that it was only in spring 2019, a year and a half after Cabral resigned, that he was contacted by a church board member whoâd heard of the document and asked if Cabral could forward it to him; he did, and said that more board members then called him to talk about it.Â
âAt that point it had been over a year since I left Sanctuary,â Cabral said, expressing disappointment with the churchâs initial inaction. âItâs like, if you wanted to do this right you would have talked about this like a year and a half ago.â
Adding to the cafe’s troubles was confusion among employees around how to report complaints and who was responsible for holding perpetrators accountable, stemming in part from its ties to Stories Connect and its uneasy tenancy within University Church. In his letter, Cabral wrote that âbecause of the specific organization of this cafĂ© and Stories Connect, there is no HR person to report to or to mediate on behalf of.â
Sanctuaryâs management said there was clear complaint structure in place: employees should report issues to their direct manager, Lose said. McKinney added that if anyone had issues with him that they didnât feel they could address directly with him, they could talk to the churchâs administrative assistant, who frequented the cafĂ©.Â
In addition, McKinney hired Ajooni Sethi, a puppeteer and artist who, along with DeShazier, is a spiritual advisor for the UofCâs Spiritual Life office and used to work as a human resources associate for the UofCâs Chapin Hall research center, in fall 2018 in a part-time HR capacity to address unrest and dissatisfaction among the staff, including its high turnover rate. She worked there until this January. Sethi discovered âthe support structure that was needed for the staff wasn’t there because people took all different kinds of routes and when they found that that route didn’t give them like the resolution they needed then either they would leave, or they would start conversations among other staff and find out more information,â resulting in a lot of âwhispers.âÂ
âThere was a lot of people that were like trying to figure out their situation on their own because there wasn’t a way for them to do that in the structure of the organization,â she said.Â
One recurring complaint among employees was about pay. Four employees spoke to the Weekly about issues with their pay, including that their paychecks were repeatedly delayed, their hours were not recorded properly or they were not given access to view their timecards. Greenlee also alleged that they were not paid for sick days in accordance with Chicagoâs Paid Sick Leave Ordinance. Employees were also upset when the cafe’s tips were transitioned to a donation model, so that employees did not receive tips, and tips went directly to Stories Connect.Â
McKinney acknowledged that staff membersâ paychecks were delayed, sometimes by more than a week. McKinney said he was proud that although checks were delayed, none were ever missed or withheld, and pointed out that this issue is common to new, small nonprofits. He disputed Greenleeâs claim over sick leave, and said that since employees were paid a living wage, that eliminated the need for tips. Lose said that while employees were frustrated by not being able to view their timecards, the cafĂ©âs free payroll software didnât allow for that option, and that employeesâ paychecks should have been easy enough to interpret on their own. Any issues staff experienced stemmed from capacity difficulties and the struggle of operating a small nonprofit, not from malintent, she added.
But employees were most upset about the way their complaints and concerns regarding pay were met with indifference or hostility. âDuring pay periods when weâre not getting paid, we were called greedy,â Greenlee said.Â
K. noted similar language was used by McKinney and Lose to dismiss employeesâ concerns: âWhat made it unusual was that all this was covered up by social justice-y languageâŠ. You asked why you were having wages withheld or being pressured to work without clocking in, you were accused of being âcapitalistic.â â Orillo also said she felt âshamedâ for asking for compensation she was owed, and was made to feel âgreedy.â
One email provided by McKinney described an instance in which employees were given the option to attend a training without pay: notifying employees in May 2018 of an upcoming ârestorative justiceâ training session, McKinney wrote, âWhile we can pay you for attending the training, you are also able to attend without pay as we are a nonprofit cafe.â
K. felt that this practice was more like pressure than a choice.
She recalled staff meetings in which âEllen [Lose] would be standing at the register where people clock in trying to pressure people into not clocking in for the staff meeting and kind of saying, âIf you were really dedicated to the mission and values of Stories Connect then you understand that we really need to save money and you wonât make us pay you for this.â Or pressuring people to volunteer their time for fundraisers and stuff when they couldnât really afford to make payroll.â Employees who questioned these practices had their own values questioned in turn: âIf you bring up any of those questions then you are being capitalistic, âyou are not valuing the community that weâre trying to build,â that was one that was used a lot.â
Lose denied that she pressured employees not to clock in or that sheâd used language like âcapitalistic,â saying that she was transparent about the organizationâs finances while clearly framing the clocking-in as a choice.
But K. said, âThe overarching idea is that the cafĂ© and like Stories Connect in general is sort of this, like, special, sacred social justice entity so itâs exempt from any conflicts or complaints that you would have with an employer, and that to bring up grievances or concerns that you would have with an employer in any other situation is a betrayal of the values of the organization.âÂ
In 2018, Sanctuary brought in Nehemiah Trinity Rising, a restorative justice (RJ) organization, to lead a âskills transferâ to train the cafĂ©âs management in using RJ to resolve conflict. In RJ, a focus is made on voluntary, collaborative reconciliation of harm, rather than punitive measures. RJ often involves the use of âpeace circles,â which the Centre for Justice & Reconciliation describes as âcircles [that] provide a space for encounter between the victim and the offenderâ with the goal of bringing healing and understanding to both parties.
âStories Connect cannot become like corporate culture,â McKinney wrote in an email to staff announcing the RJ skills session, âwhere we simply excommunicate those who upset the balance or offend.â
What was planned as a three-day training ended early following a lack of participation by the members of management, Lose said, though the staff did come together to create a set of shared values and commitments to adhere to in the cafĂ©, which were later added to the employee handbook.Â
In a March 2019 email to Sanctuary Cafe management, DeShazier expressed confusion regarding some aspects of restorative justice, and asked to meet with McKinney, Lose, and Nehemiah Trinity Rising to address his reservations: âSpecifically, that RJ and peace circling was being used in lieu of official policies around reporting (including access to the board) whenever employees had complaints of any nature that involved managementâ and âthat employees were encouraged to engage in circles with people they felt violated by.â
In a statement, McKinney said that Stories Connect was not opposed to âan adoption of policies required by the state, namely a sexual harassment policyâ but added that âwhile willing to comply, [Stories Connect] feels strongly that policies are created to penalize, and that we stand for and with the penalized, not the policy…our policies would need to be supportive of the Restorative Justice practices the staff established, which does not use policy to penalize, investigates concerns and asks people to speak directly with the persons they feel hurt by.â
Sanctuary was the third cafĂ© at University Church. The first, the Blue Gargoyle, was a coffee shop founded by UofC divinity students in 1968 that grew into a nonprofit providing services to disadvantaged members of the community. (Though the coffee shop closed, the organizationâs offices are still at University Church.) The second was Fabianaâs, a Brazilian bakery that opened in September 2015 and moved from the church to a 53rd Street storefront in spring 2017.
Court records show that Fabianaâsâ time at University Church also came to an end following an eviction filing, which was made in November 2016.
The University Church statement on the closing of Sanctuary alluded to the reasons for Fabianaâs departure vaguely: âQuickly we learned how difficult it is to manage a cafĂ© inside a church (these are both two things that are incredibly difficult to manage on their own!), and our first partners moved to greener pastures, with lessons learned by all parties involved,â the statement reads.Â
McKinney claimed that Fabianaâs had been positioning itself as a nonprofit, a âmembers-onlyâ space for church parishioners despite the fact that it was, in fact, a for-profit business. He said that the church found out about Fabianaâs lack of proper business license and was concerned about issues of legal liability, and had to resort to an eviction filing to move them out. Fabiana Carter, founder of Fabianaâs Bakery, declined to comment for this story; the eviction proceedings ended with Fabianaâs vacating the space, with no word as to the $4,200 University Church was claiming in unpaid rent.
McKinney, who has a background in real estate, guided the church through Fabianaâs exit, then approached the church with the idea of a cafĂ© run by Stories Connect, he said. He also claims to have personally loaned $15,000 to the cafĂ©âs startup costs to get it up and running in just forty-five days.Â
The cafĂ©âs statement on the closure said Fabianaâs had made it âabundantly clearâ to church leadership that they did not have a business license, and that when he opened Sanctuary he approached the cityâs Department of Business Affairs and Consumer Protection (BACP) about the issue. He said the BACP told him that the cafĂ© did not need a license because it was located inside a church.
âThat was a mistake on my part to accept that,â McKinney said. ââCause what they actually meant was…as a function of the church.â He took issue with the churchâs statement that it hadnât found out about the lack of license until this year.Â
From the beginning, McKinney said, the relationship between the church and Sanctuary was a business one, but built on important personal relationships and a shared vision. Â âThe church was very supportible in that first year, and it gave rent abatement so that we could continue operatingâ in the face of financial difficulties, he said.
McKinney provided the Weekly with forty pages of emails and text messages with café staff and church board members, as well as lease and legal documents. They form a timeline of the events of 2019 that show an increasingly tense relationship between café management and University Church leadership.
In early February 2019, board moderator Sarah Jones emailed McKinney asking to schedule a meeting with him. âUniversity Church has learned of several allegations that have been levied against the cafĂ© and Stories Connect, including organizational mismanagement, employee mistreatment and sexual harassment,â she wrote. âUniversity Church takes these allegations seriously, and the leadership has been determining how to move forward both as a congregation and as a landlord (for lack of better term), charged with the faithful stewardship of a building and the community that uses it.â
It was also in February 2019 that Greenlee, the former manager, filed a complaint with the BACP regarding issues with pay that they said they were owed by Sanctuaryâin particular, that they were not paid for sick days theyâd taken in accordance with labor law. A city inspector paid a visit to Sanctuary on February 15 and cited Sanctuary for âfailure to display the notice advising covered employees of the current minimum wage and right to paid sick leave,â and for âdeceptive practice,â or misrepresenting the organizationâs financial standing. (The Illinois Secretary of State website listed, as of April, Stories Connectâs status as ânot good standing, meaning it had failed to keep up with its payments or paperwork to the state, or both; it has since returned to good standing.) Most importantly, Sanctuary was cited for operating without, and failing to display, a retail food establishment license.
Emails back and forth between McKinney and church board members between February and April 2019 reflect multiple meetings, requests to meet, and ongoing discussion regarding the licensing, lease, Stories Connect finances, and harassment allegations. Nehemiah Trinity Rising was engaged to mediate discussion between the parties at a meeting in March. Yet the cafĂ©âs closing message stated that the cafĂ©âs efforts to meet with the churchâs actual âdecision-making bodyâ went unfulfilled, that communication became one-sided and that âany suggestion that we have been allowed to meet with the church to resolve disputes is false and misleading.âÂ
On April 5, director of housing Vince Cole sent McKinney a notification of non-renewal of lease, saying that it was a âdifficult and distressing decisionâ and citing âthe issues of operating without the required license, not being in good corporate standing with the state, the zoning issues, potential property tax liability, along with questionable financial standing for Stories Connect.â It asked Sanctuary to surrender the premises by April 21. In an email response McKinney addressed that he was working on the license and zoning issues, and also reiterated that no employees had come to him directly with allegations of misbehavior on his part. McKinney said he was exploring the viability of transitioning the cafĂ© to a âpay what you wantâ model or seeking a zoning change through the aldermanâs office.
The church made an eviction filing on May 13. It came âout of nowhere,â McKinney said, adding he was upset that it named him personally, as this may affect his ability to rent in the future. The churchâs official statement said that the cafĂ© had chosen to remain open past the date of closure it was given, putting the church at legal risk.Â
The cafĂ©âs last day open to the public was June 15. As of July 6, the cafĂ© is mostly, but not completely, moved out of the space.
On June 27, during an eviction court hearing, the churchâs attorney argued that the cafĂ© should be granted none of its sought extensions of time, and that another tenant was waiting to move into the space. (An extension was granted, but only until the following day.)
McKinney believes the church had wanted to see Sanctuary close so that the Blue Gargoyle, the nonprofit headquartered at the church, could take over the space. DeShazier, who is also the executive director of Blue Gargoyle, declined to confirm or deny plans for a new tenant on the record.
McKinney and Lose are considering reopening Sanctuary elsewhere, though they acknowledge the high cost of rent in Hyde Park could be limiting. As for Sanctuaryâs first run, he said, âThat it has to close is not an indication that it was not successfulâ and added that âIâm very proud of it and Iâm gonna rest in that power that it was a great space, it was a great journey.â
âI have a desire to see this chapter that was more beautiful than it was ugly close with peace,â Lose said.Â
In the wake of the closure, many former staff members expressed sadness, frustration, and anger that the cafĂ©âs vision, in their view, didnât align with its practices. But most acknowledged its successes and the beauty of its mission, too.
Sethi characterized Sanctuaryâs issues as examples of the questions that justice-oriented institutions grapple with. âHow do we create better structures for people to be helped?…What are the pitfalls of when we try to do business better? How do you have structure and hierarchy? How do you not have structure and hierarchy and have a way for people to be safe?âÂ
Edward Cabral, like the artist K., said his position at Sanctuary was, in hindsight, âtoo good to be true.âÂ
âI took a lot of pride in it,â Cabral, who is also an artist and School of the Art Institute of Chicago graduate, said in an interview. âIt really sort of kills me that it evolved into something that was really negative.âÂ
He also feels sad that the cafeâs original missionâto be a much-needed space for the marginalizedâwas never fully realized: âIt just was so obvious to me that there was this need for a space that actually was socially engaged and gave a shit about everyone in the system that brought the food to your plate, you know? And that is what broke my heart the mostâas things went south it’s like, wow, these people aren’t getting what they deserve.â Â
Additional reporting by Sam Stecklow
Helena Duncan is a writer based in Hyde Park. She last wrote for the Weekly in May about the 125th anniversary of the Pullman Strike.
It is so obvious to me that UChurch’s leadership is largely to blame. It is the classic failure of liberal churches that don’t do their homework so they can be truly, radically sincere in their missions — and it’s why it is hard to get progressive people jazzed on church these days.
One detail in this piece that leaps up at me is that DeShazier knew of McKinney’s history and still let Sanctuary staff members suffer for months from his behavior. Full stop. That is active complicity and just…mediocre behavior from a church so invested in its own lingustic hubris. There is absolutely space in this world for an abolition paradigm that still actually offers swift accountability for actors.
I don’t think the foot-dragging was for financial reasons, I think it was this exact kind of toothless liberalism…the fear of conflict, of being definitive toward McKinney, of rupture, of complicating the easy message that UChurch preaches. What a drag. The Christian left will beat on elsewhere, as it has been and as it always will. But I am far from the only person heartbroken reading this piece. Solidarity with K. and the other fabulous former staffers — despite it all, y’all really did make the place a safehaven for its visitors.
I worked at the cafe on the stories connect side and in the artist loft space and I can tell you, Martin verbally and sexually harassed women there of all ages on a regular basis. It was like breathing. These issues were brought up to the Church and to Blue Gargoyle, nothing happened. Everyone knew it was only a matter of time before the cafe closed or Martin was removed.